can we both dance all night;

Sunday, March 11, 20072:12 PM

Last thurday, I stay in the office til 2am just to clear some irrating coaching notes which I think it's nor irrelevant to my work as I firmly believe that my documentation was clear and good enough. All my documentations have been reviewed by nemerous managers so I don't see why she couldnt accept what I have done.

If I didnt return back to the office on Thurday, I wont know that she actually back stabbed me by accusing me to delay the work process. To make my story clearer, "she" my TIC (Team in charge), both of us went down to this client and I suppose that we worked quite well and process seem quite good since there's no issue for this client. In appearance, she treated me quite well, talked to me nicely and we joked around. Never did I except that she told the manager in charge that I have delay the work process as I couldnt completed the sections that she given me on time. RUBBISH!!! I was quite furious when the manger told me this, no such things at all. My manager wanted an explanation from me and I asked him whether he trust me anot if not no point defending for myself. I finished all the work that she allocated to me by wed and mind you that I was being booked 5 days for this job so how can you commented that I delay the job process, furthermore you always give me piece meal and didnt update me about the job status. If I were to know abt it, I will finish it within 2days. I did ask her about the job status but she always failed to give a clear and precise reply and seeing that she always leave the client's place on dot. I thought that there's nth much for us to do and now u commented such an unfair remarks on me, it does affect my perfomance and my next round promotion.

I was quite upset when the manager told me this. I might look forgetful or those playful types but never judge a person by appearance. I'm not what you all think, I'm serious in work and I wont delay the job process if the TIC is KIND enough to update me abt the job status. I dont wish to hear such comments again!!! And by staying up late in office doesnt mean I'm slow k coz if that's the case are you trying to tell me that the whole building of auditors are slow in their work??? Our work is like snowball, churning bigger n bigger... Imagine you onli have 5 days to perform checking for 1 year account. Can you imagine how busy and tedious our job can be?

LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self

Thursday, January 18, 20076:28 PM

On leave today, granny's 100 days. Time flies... Last time I used to think that god should take granny away rather than letting her suffered in bed... Wailing all day long... I never regretted this thought coz I believe granny will be happier in heaven with Ah gong and uncles.. When she's alive, I know she missed them deeply... She's a widow and lost her two of her child during her young days... Granny is a strong woman who bring up the whole family solely without seeking any help from others.. No matter how tough the life is, how ppl despised on her, how my cousin and tat mother fucker aunty treated her... She still love everyone of us... I regretted for not spending enough time with you, to learn my hokkien well so that I can communicate with you... Sometimes, you laugh at my silliness but at least I managed to make you smile... I'm sorry to quarrel with you at times becoz I wanna protect mum... No excuse for that... I'm sorry Ah ma... But I do hope you will be happier over there...

30/12/2006

Mum's birthday... Quite some time ago but just feel like putting her pic up... We brought her to a restaturant near Yio Chu Kang MRT there to have some seafood... We order Sweet and sour fish, cereal prwans, goose meat, kang kong etc The food over there super nice and fresh... I even wacked the whole plate of cereal prwan... Vy sinful... Haha... We have a small celebration when we reached home..

Mummy fav fruit cake... My fav as well... Yummy

See how happy she is :) Try figure out my mum's age

My pretty mum with Ah beng dad :p

So which one look like my mum? me? my sis?

LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self

Sunday, January 14, 20073:12 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS

I noe, it's kinda late to greet you all now but I'm really kinda lazy to sit in front of my lappy and blog. Peak started but compare to my attachment period, I feel rather relax in peak even thou my retain shows that i'm fully packed wif jobs all the way til July. Probably the jobs that I'm getting now wasnt that big and complicated. Next week I'm gonna start on my first TIC (Team in charge) job. Nervous and worried but still I hav to face it.

Sick for several days, flu, fever and cough.. I even missed the farewell party that we hold for Mabel :( she's leaving, not to another firm but a totally diff field. I guess there's where her interest lies... We onli can wish her all the best. Ah leow, twinnie and ann was thinking abt leaving... I guess they couldnt take the stress any more... I noe it's kinda tough to stay in here... Methodolgy changed so frequently that we dunnoe which approach we should use and samples size getting bigger and bigger... I'm not talking abt 30 or 40 samples... It's like 100 over samples... The worst thing that I ever heard is 700samples... Can you imagine how difficult it is? We onli got 1 week to finish a full year a/c... Vouching has to be done within a day or two if not we wont hav enough time for other sections. That is why the Big 4 have such a high turnover rate... Ppl come n go... Heard that Ivan (my fav fund manager) leaving soon, he's serving his notice now... Kinda sad and feel pity that I couldnt work wif him during my next funds.. He's a gd manager... Initially, I dun really like him coz he's kinda vy detailed person which my work tougher and tat's my first time doing funds... But after that he give me alot of guidance and encouragement... Make me feel proud of myself that I could completed 9funds at one go despite the fact that I'm still new in funds. Thanks Ivan and I wish you all the best in wherever you go! Hope that I still hav the chance to work with you in future.

O well, I shall end my talk on my wk. Thou it's alr the second week of new year but I guess it's not late to plan my new year resolution rite??? Haha

1. To clear my acca level 2
2. Balance work and fun
3. To meet up wif the gals and pri mates soon
4. Build up on my methodology and documentation skills
5. Let my saving a/c grow big enough to be a "xiao fu po"
6. No more skipping class no matter how busy my wk is
7. To get a driving license? (not a priority)
8. Secondment to other country (a long term plan)
9. To let my family enjoy comfortable life
10. To bring my parents for holiday
11. To forget

Hope that this gonna be a gd start for my career, studies and life. I heard that ya attached... I was hurt when I got the news coz you treat me like a dirt in the past however you treasure her that much. It makes me wonder have I done anything wrong or like wat platoon had told me to treat r/s like a kite... Dun always be a giver... Learn to be a taker too... I wont be that silly any more... I'm a better vivian as time goes by... Be strong... I enjoy what I have now... Thanks platoon for always recommedating diff guys to me and hold EGM to evaluate... Haha.. You guys are really sweet and lovely but sad to say I alr lost the feeling of love however I really enjoy what I have now...

Bless you all my dear friends!

LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self

Tuesday, December 26, 200612:00 AM

MERRY X'MAS to everyone.

Christmas should be a joyful and peaceful season. I had a peaceful x'mas eve at lao da's pl. Days of turkey, ham, log cake have my my tummy grow bigger n bigger. A meet up wif the sec sch mates on the 25th Dec. We went to mind cafe, highly recommended!!!! A good place to chill and play board games with a bunch of frens.

Things started to change when I reach hm. My sis always love stirring up problems at hm. She being using the com for so long that I could stand it and demanded her to stop. She did stop but given me a big wack and pour the dessert onto the floor, we had a fight. Simply cant stand her any more! A word, an action from her could make mum feel so upset for days. She even dig my mum's wallet til it's empty w/o letting her know. She thinks that she's right, insist that we look down on her. We been trying to save her face, trying to let ppl think that she a nice and good gal. Fine, she doesnt appreciate at all. Her fren's words are right and we are just talking SHIT. So what if I really give you a hard beat, the pain that you get cant be compare to what mum is suffering.

Pls give us a good life. Peaceful and comfortable life. And now wat you said to mum had hurt her deeply. What ya thinking now is that we look down on you, dad n mum doesnt love you. FINE! Go ahead... Sit there and cried, called your frens that we ill treat you... GO AHEAD... YOU SIMPLY WONT UNDERSTAND AT ALL

LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self

Friday, December 01, 20061:04 PM

I must say the one month leave that I'm having now wasnt enjoyable. It's like suffering. ACCA is harder than what I thought. I never expected that the question can be so difficult and indirect. Even thou I really put my best effort in mugging hard for the upcoming exams but when I started doing the past year ppr *FAINT* It's so bloody f**king hard. I only tried out the Law ppr, the question that they gave were so difficult. The questions really tested on your concept, it's unlike poly whereby the ans will appear in ya brain when you read the question. ACCA's questions wasnt that direct and it really squeeze all my brain juice. I have no idea how am I gg to pass my exams. What I can do is to pray hard.

LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self

Sunday, November 12, 20064:08 PM

10/11

Had 2 days of training, stock observation, inventory and control testing. Well control testing can be quite boring w/o hands on and I believe papa bear sense it too. Luckily I had my charity run later in the noon, can escape the boring session wif lao da, fei yen, william and joey. We joined the Bull Run by SGX, a 3.6km run ard the CBD area wif Richie Ren (Ren xian qi) but I didnt manage to catch a quick look at him coz too many runners from the various companies. It was raining in the late noon, was so heavily that the organiser wanna cancel it. Luckily, it stopped at the vy last min. The run was great as it's meant for charity and I feel so refresh after that. While on my way back, I heard someone from the competitor companies was talking abt whether any of their representative beated our's, naive and stupidity to have this thought, we are running for charity and not competition. They alway love comparing amg themselves in terms of fees, manpower, profit etc. Papa bear did discuss abt this issue wif us, it does change my perspective on seow chiang and direction for my future route.

It's the Enterprise Superstar audition, I'm in the list but too bad it clash wif the charity run. I gave up the idea of joining but never had I expected that the judges stay behind and waited for me to come back after the run. I didnt prepared at all but the platoon helped me to prepare lyrics and picked one of my fav song by my ONE n ONLY idol - COCO LEE, over 30pairs of eyes were looking at me when I stepped into the room, partner, directors, judges and my colleagues. Legs start to shiver, I was so afraid that I ended up hiding behind the white board in order to start singing.. Haha.. But in the end I couldnt escape the reality to sing in front of the judges. I can feel that my voice was trembling but audience were kind enough to give me loud applause, the feeling was damn great and relieved. Results was out and I'm in the finals. Haha.. Overjoyed that whole nite..

Wish me luck for my finals k?

Will update you guys again

LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self

Saturday, November 04, 20064:08 PM

Work load started to get lesser now... Onli a couple of follow ups and after next week I will be on leave soon. I'm really gald to know such a nice platoon in PwC, they helped me alot especially when they knew that my exams are approaching. All these while, I hav been hiding in a small corner in order to prevent any shit jobs dumping to me so that I can peacefully revise in that small world, my lovely platoon will be there to collect whatever jobs that are being thrown to us. I'm glad to have them and really appreciate their kindness and the warmth they have given to me all these while especially after granny has passed away and my health have been worsen.

After my rest and medication, I'm getting better as time goes by. Such a relief as I was so worried and vexed with what I'm gg thur. Platoon is there to make me smile, lovely twinnie made me a bracelet and yesterday when I was out at client place, platoon kept curry puff and spring roll for me so that I can ate it when I'm back to office. They are a lovely bunch of frens, they are more than just colleagues. Feel fortunate to have them and if any one of us is leaving soon, I believe that it will be vy heartbreaking. I know some of you might hav the idea of leaving but what's stopping you guys is our unbreakable bond coz we never know whether can we meet such a nice bunch of frens like our platoon in our next stop.

LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self