03-01-2005
I guess this will be my greatest present that I ever had for this brand new yr... I never expect that he will msg me on this very day although he did msg me once in a while but this is the most memorable msg that I ever received. I'm going crazy when I saw his msg... He said he miss me... He felt very bad for letting me down... He wanted to ask me out for dinner... He wanna ask me out on this sunday.... I'm crying... Yes... I'm crying... I'm crying becoz I'm happy... Damn happy... No words could describe that kind of elated feeling... Gosh... Am I dreaming????? Pls tell me that I'm not... If that is a dream... God pls let me continue this dream... I wanna see him... I wanna noe how he is... I wanna noe if he's still happy despite of facing problems in his work and family problems... I dun wanna face the excruciating fact that I have lost him. Thinking back it's been 6months long, I told myself that I have to forget about him... Have a brand new me... Let go of everything and move ahead but I just can't... He still live in my heart... Every little stuff n memories that was shared between us will trigger my pain... I do still love him... I still do... As I msg him the radio played the song "Thank you for loving me" by Bon Jovi; this is the song which I did burned into the collection of songs that I gave him during our 3 mths anniversary. Yes, indeed I have to thank him for loving me... He taught me to be strong... He taught me what is love... He made me felt that I'm the happiest & luckiest woman in this earth... I never felt so contended before til I met him... Although our love only last for 1 yr plus but it will stay in my heart... My mind forever... I'm looking forward for Sunday even though you might be giving me empty promise again but at least you make my day... You make my life burning again...
I Love You, My dear....
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
