6/2/05
been to town to buy some new yr clothes wif kelly and janice... decided to wear vy vy "lor cork" who noes when we reached there the pl was so crowded... basically, everyone was doing their last min shopping... the crowd had dampen my mood... wherever you go, there surely be fully packed wif ppl... the queue for trying clothes was so long... too many ppl had make my mind whirl... I hav no idea wat to buy... went in every corner of Far East... searching high and low just to find one matching top to go with my brown skirt and make it into a master piece... it's simply an impossible task coz my bottom is kinda hard to match... finally we went back to candy's shop Ztamp... over there I saw one beautiful tank top... it's white in colour... a butterfly on the neck line there wif some sequels and beads stitch onto it... it gives me a feeling of pure and simple(just like me.. haha) i decided to give it a try but damn.. I LOOK SO FAT IN IT... i felt so demoralize... out of sudden i gain a few pounds of fat on my tummy and my shoulder look kinda broad... how???? new yr is coming... i must go on diet... cant let kelly they all a chance to laugh n mock at me again... think is time for me to go back to my healthy life style liao... i must start to do some crunches now to get back my flat abs... or mb i can train til like jessica alba... flat and well tone abs... ya... this is my goal... Vivian... ya goal for the year is to get a nice n well toned abs... think i will commence it after new yr ba... ops... haha.. anyway i still brought tat white tank top... actually mei zhen did help me to mix n match a full set of clothes of me but i think is kinda too hmm... i hav no idea... i like the way she do the matching for me but mb i'm not use to the new style thus i backed out... but i do hav to thank her for letting me to see a different side of me... guess u hav to be daring enough to change urself or accept a new look... a vy diff look of urself...
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
