Long time didn't do blogging liao... Been so busy for the past few days... Projects, projects and projects... Finally got the chance to tk a break now...
18/02/05 Well nth much happen on this very day... Projects due on this day... After school went to West Mall to hav lunch wif Leng and Xuan... Guess I hav to treasure the time wif time esp now coz I'm going attachment alone w/o them... *SOB* Thou it just onli a 2 yrs friendship but they do make my life in ploy an enjoyable one... I will missLeng's wacky jokes... Yun's dirty talks... Xuan's entertainment news...
15/02/05 - 17/02/05 Been staying back after sch to complete FMGT and MA projects.... Hope we can do well coz it's kinda tough... *TIRED* 4 hrs of slp for almost 4 days... Torturing...
14/02/05 [Valentine's Day] definitely not a day for me... Went Bugis wif Kelly... Show Justin and his frens in the bus... Hav fun toking wif him... He is forever tat "HYPER ACTIVE" haha... Guess he feel kinda sway to see us coz we reveal all his dark secret to his classmates... haha... After I reach hm... Mood started to swing again... Start to miss him... Wondering if he's alone or he has a partner to share this very day full of love wif him.... Decided to gave him a msg... He did replied me... After a couple of msg finally I noe the reason of breaking up and I oso noe that MIRACLE wont fall on us... WE hav reach to an end... An end w/o turning point.... I don't wish to noe... Neither I do all this will happen... I live for your promises... I live for your return... My wish... My prayers... My hopes... *SMASH*... No matter how hard I tried... How hard I beg you to come back to me... It just wont salvage the situation...
I'm gonna smile, like nothing's wrong Talk like everything's perfect Act like it's all a dream Walk away... And pretend it's not hurting me I'm gonna watch you fade away
Cant I do tat... Am I dat strong... Do I hav the courage to face the fact tat I hav lost him... Do I hav the courage to start a brand new life...
Let us keep this as memories...
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
