Got a nightmare last nite... same scenery... break up scene... this is the second time... when i woke up i realised tat my tears had flooded the whole pillow... i feel so scared... so insecure... wanted to called dear but he's having course... dun wanna disturb him... today is our 1 mth anniversary, shouldnt said these inauspicious things rite... but y i keep on having this dream??? does it symbolise sth??? when i c him having some thoughts in his mind.. i feel like asking him wat is he thinking abt?? does he feel happy to be wif me?? is he regret?? i dun dare... afraid of knowing the truth... afraid of making him unhappy.. he dun like me to let my mind wonder.. but i really wish to noe.. so tat it can make me feel secure.. sometimes i do wonder mb he wants a break up but afraid tat i cant accept the fact, he decided to tk things easy.. am i too sensitive?? i think i'm incorrigible... if i still cant tk things easy... everything will just go wrong..
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
