hao nan guo.... zhen de hao nan guo.... i really miss him lots... how... wat should i do... do u noe i miss u... do u noe how my life is ever since i lost u... y do i need to suffer this again n again... i wish to get over this too... but i cant... no matter how hard i try... buried myself into books... into movies... into tv.... i just cant... wo hao xin ku... the emotions inside finally out break... i supress it for too long... i tot i could wipe it off easily but i cant... some one asked me y dun i keep him beside me as a fren since we cant be couple... at least i still hav him by my side... i wish... i wanted too... but i do still hav the feelings for him, i dun wish to use this as a platform to get closer to him... to hav any other motive... platonic r/s do exist but it wont be so if one of them doesnt see the other as a fren... if i cant stop loving him, i rather stay away from him... i onli can be his fren if there's no more feelings inside... at least this will be a better way for both of us... keep things dragging on will onli make us suffer and i noe he doesnt wan this too...
release me from the pain pls... i beg u...
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
