But now everything is being settled... I'm a happy person again..
My aunt, she just received the news tat she got cervical cancer.. Hav to go for op and removed her womb... Her op is a success however the doc say we hav to wait for the report coz he afriad that the cancer cells hav spread to the other part of her body... the news is devasting for everyone in the family, esp my mum, she is so so worried for her.. visit her everyday... she's getting blurer each day... the psychologistsaid she's under depression, worried too much.. her family, her health and oso the feeling of w/o the women's most impt part- the womb... but now the report is out, is the first stage and since she removed her womb it wont affect her... I hope and pray that things will go well for her and i'm really being vy grateful to fatty becoz he's there to support and cheer me up when he can sense my unhappiness in sch... and thanks for the weekly chocolate fatty!!!
My sis, she wanted to commit suicide.. I dunnoe wat happen to her, i just told her to go to bed and stop hogging the hp since she need to work morn shift the next day... she just stand up n scream at me telling me not to piss her or else she will cut herslf wif the scissor on her hand... u are trying to threaten me isizz.. y u keep on using this... do u think it's fun??? do u how sad it is to c u in this state?? u dunnoe at all... u keep on saying we dun love u, care for u... den wat hav u done to this family? is this the way tat u show love toward us?? u keeping on hurting us... stop pushing all the blame to us... stop saying we look down on u just becoz u are from ITE... we didnt... the things we do... the word we said u always love to misread it... no matter how we beg u or advise u, u simply dun care... so y now u r bitting us back saying we dun care for u and the state u are in now is we force u to... happily go ard telling ppl how we mistreat u, u are the one who mistreat us... do u noe how much of tears mummy hav cried for ya... u just dun care... i dun like ppl to bully my mum... no one can bully my mum.. she's ya mum, y do u need to hurt her in this way... she give u the best... she tried her best but u just dun care and now my cousin is informed abt this matter... she ask me wat happen to my sis? y she wanna commit suicide? i ask her not to ask anymore becoz i really feel vy frustrated and depressed wif all the things tat hav happen ard me... and wat she say... she told me off... she said she under alot of stress and i'm there thinking tat she dun care abt all the things happen... i didnt said tat and it's true tat u dun care wat had happen to ya mum(aunt) at all.. if u care u wont leave the house and make her worried all day long... now u are in trouble u should find ways to solve it and not gg ard hating everyone as if we force u to choose this path... this the the path tat u choose anything happen sould solve by urself... everyone has their own problem too not only u... dun think tat the world owe u sth... and stop saying me trying to act mature... i'm not i'm just telling u how i feel.. so wat i'm younger then u... it doesnt mean i cant give any comments abt it... i'm so angry abt tis... the feeling of being accuse is so sucky... mb i should listen to dear... he's rite... since my sis hate me so much and think tat my parents love me more den her, i should not comment of scold her on the things she do... she will hate me even more... i should let my parents to handle this... but i hate to c the scene where by she scold or shout at my mum... i cant let her do this... but i should let it go... or else the quarrel between her n me is never ending... dear oso told me off by not talking to her in a nice way... he say since u can forgive nad forget wat ya frens done y cant u forgive her... it's hard becoz it's not one or two yrs things... this happen since she young and like i say i hate bully my mum... dear is more mature den i tot... his advise and the way he handle his stuff make me realise how immature i am...
someone sent me flowers and i noe it came from u.. i dunnoe wat ya real intention thou u say it's sth tat u are trying to make me feel happy becoz u can sense my unhappiness for the past few days... thanks for the flowers and i noe ya feeling towards me... but this will make me feel stress and uncomfortable... i hope we can be frens... dear noe abt this and i can sense tat he's feel unsecure... haha finally got sth can let u feel unsecure... at least it show tat u care for me... no worries my love for u is strong... things get better for us... i feel much secure now.. but he's getting busier... hav to do shift work now and almost everyday he ought to go back to office... n now his weekend is burn by having meetings and seminar... but i'm glad tat he's always trying to fork out some time for me... tk care my dear... dun over tired urself..
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
