today is new yr eve... not a yr worth to celebrate... at least for me... i just hope tat the arrival of the new 2006 could wash away all my unhappiness memories and problems... "learn from the mistakes" wat kind of mistakes i hav made? there's no ans for it... maybe i should learn from kelvin (the project superstar) never looked back... this might make me feel better.. tests are coming and yet i haven start my revision... by looking forward i can predict that i'm gg to flunk or do badly for this time round... is not tat i weak.. cant endure set backs... is not 1... my burden is so heavy tat i cant carry it any more... i'm tired... so tired that i wish i could fall into deep sleep... dun tell me to bear wif it... it will soon goes over... how? when? i'm a gal k... i'm not as tough as u all tot... no one will wish to be in the position tat i'm in now... coz it's tired to pretend tat i'm ok... it's tired tat i cant cried out loud... it's tired to c myself in this fucking state...
fast forward the time... fast enough that i can wipe away the dreams.... meaningless dream
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
