Finally got back all my papers... Quite unexpected coz i tot i will onli get borderline pass.. Thou it's not up to standard but i'm quite happy wif my results... Hope tat i can do better for my exams coz i think tat hav pass thur tat "depression period"and starts to move on... My appetite gets better and not so moody anymore...
Just came back from town wif Rachel... Town was full wif ppl... Damn packed, just like the Chirstmas/New yr count down... Spent lots of money for new yr clothes and still got some outstanding items haven buy yet... vy broke... Must save some for my 21st bday celebration... Hope tat this yr "HONGBAO" is big enough.. lol
Tomolo is a big day for me... My aunties, uncles, cousin will be coming to my pl to celebrate my BIRTHDAY... u all must be wondering y i celebrate my bday tat early and it's not even feb yet... Well becoz my parents onli celebrate my lunar bday which suppose to be fall on thur by i was busy wif projects and weekend will be an idea day for my relatives coz they no need to wk ma... From young my parents onli celebrate my lunar bday so tat on my english bday i could celebrate wif my frens... For the past few days, my mum was so busy marketing for my bday.. Brought my fav food as well as doing spring cleaning... It's hard on her and tomolo she hav to wake up early to prepare the food and do some clean up... I LOVE MY MUMMY... Regardless of how tired she is, she will tried to give her best for us... I cant do w/o her... She's my everything... Kinda feel excited now coz my aunties they all will be coming to celebrate my bday... Can imagine how warm the atmosphere will be... My aunties went thur lots of unhappy stuffs so hope tat my bday will bring them some joy...
Soon my 21st bday will be coming... Time flies... Throughout my 20 years, i went thur lots of stuff... Most of them are the unhappy ones and it almost cover the bright side of me... Those hav make me grown up and changed me into a different person... I had my greatest pals wif me as well as my family but wat has disappointed me the most is tat my special one wont be here wif me for my 21st bday n more to come... I rem once u told me tat "better pray hard tat ya bday i wont be having duty" at tat pt of time i was so delighted tat i might hav u on my big day... However, this gonna be a disappointment for me.. A wish tat will never be fulfill...
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
