Problems are piling up like mountain... i'm sick of staying in this family... the onli reason for me to go on is my parents... i hate to grow up... there's lots of things for u to solve... i wish i had never come to this world...
my grandma... she's sick... i could say mentally sick... she stay in my pl for serveral years.. in the past i could feel the love she had for us but now wat i can heard is scoldings... and my mum cleaning up her mess... these include helping her to bath and cleaning up her bowels... i feel so helpless and heart pain for her... y she need to suffer all these... she doesnt deserve all these...
my sis... i hate her to core... she's now planning to celebrate her 18th bday by opening a chalet... i told her this is onli ya 18th, there's no need for u to open up a chalet... however she think that it's none of my biz... ya it's none of my biz but if u are gg to take money from MUM... i make sure u WONT get it... go ahead n complain to ya fren saying how unreasoonable i am... dun like it u can pack ya stuff and go... i'm sick n tired of u... i dun need ya fren telling me wat to do or telling me how much u wish to get back to our old days whereby i used to dote on u... i WONT... in the past i do dote n u coz u hav been behaving urself but pls look at the mirror... do u think u deserve it anymore... NO... i just dun understand y cant u put urself in our position... keep on doing all sorts of stuff to hurt us... give me some peace CAN... my grandma was crawling out of her room and u just sit in front of the com dun wish to do sth abt it... stop the crap by telling me u cant c her k... she's not as small as an ant... wat i need is HELP... hav u provide any to this family?
i lost my directions... til now i still dunnoe where to go... i'm gg crazy soon...
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
