Received the contract from pwc... However i wasnt happy... dunnoe y... guess i'm too troubled wif all the problems dat i cant react at all... in fact i feel even more stress when the contract came, i need to make a decision... whether i'm gg back back to pwc or wait for the release of uni result den make my next move... i dun wish to reject the offer coz it's a rare opportunity and i'm afraid dat if i reject dem i might be black listed... i'm afraid dat i cant cope wif my acca too, it wasnt easy to study n wk at the same time... further more working at pwc wasnt as easy as u think... the fast moving pace, constantly hav to be super alert, the stress, the work load... too much... i'm gg crazy... i dunnoe which way should i choose... i dun wanna regret any of the decision dat i make... there's no win win situation for me, i will lose out in both ways...
met up wig rachel for yum cha at chinatown... it was a tim sum buffet, ard 15bucks... worth it coz the serving was quite big and the tim sum damn super nice but dun try the egg tarts coz NOT NICE at all... the buffet can make me feel filling for the whole day... had a great tok wif her abt all the problems dat i faced... at least there's someone who can sit down the whole day n listen to me.. she's so nice, despite having her paper on fri, she still fork out time for me coz i told her dat i wanted to eat dim sum and kept me accompany the whole day... thanks gal...
today i bumped into him... i went out to buy some stuff wif mom after the dim sum... when i looked up, he was standing in front of me... i guess he's kinda shocked too when he saw me... he wanted to come up n tok to me but i guess he saw my mom beside me so he just smile n nodded... i'm speechless, stunned and feel heart wrenching... i miss him lots... i did try my vy best to throw all the things behind but i cant, feel like laughing at myself... it's like such a short r/s n i let myself sink in dat deep... had a big cried last few days coz i keep on heard things abt our break up... i was thinking y things does go the way dat i wan, i'm sorry dat i cant handle it well but i wasnt myself... like i told u b4... give me some time n i will do sth abt it and i think i really did but u still wanna leave me... there's nth i can do... helpless... hopeless...
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
