Suppose to went tekong wif su wee to send ming ming but i didnt go coz ming ming's sis accompany her thus i think it wont be nice if i join his family... met su wee and ming's sis for kbox after she came back from tekong, can sense dat she kinda sad and wasnt herself at all... she wasnt in the mood for singing and after kbox we went ming's pl for majong.. su wee wasnt interested in playing too... she's been waiting for ming's call... finally ming called her... she was so elated... thur their conversation i noe dat ming had injured himself, straight away u can tell dat su wee was so worried for him... b4 he went to tekong su wee had helped him to packed his stuffs and she told him where to find his belongings.. they looked like husband and wife to me...
btw ming was kana robbed by the Premium cab uncle, he was drunk on dat day and the cab uncle pulled him out of the cab and took the money from his wallet and his mini O2... they lauched a report to the cab company and the police but neither of them helped... they said they cant do anything... this is ridiculous... it's like not safe to tk a cab now... in the past we heard stories like cab uncle being robbed by the customers but now is the other way round...
su wee was so sad when she told me this... i could see tears in her eyes... the bond between her and ming was so strong dat i could sense dat both hearts are being tied together... she found her own happiness... i'm glad for her... she's my closest pal, being wif me thur my low tides and protecting me from getting hurt...
seriously i hav no idea wat had went wrong for my past r/s... for zhi hao i noe dat i gave him too much trust dat i let him took me for granted and for zhi wen i guess i couldnt let go of the past shadow and makes him suffered... i dunnoe how to express wat i wan from dem or in fact i tolerant things that they did which i dun like... to me this is compromising... i dun like the feeling of quarrel... i dun like to force ppl to do things dat they dun wish... to me love is sth dat u accept who he/she is and not asking him/her to change according to your wish...
i rem once someone told me i'm a loser coz i failed to capture zhi hao's heart and he's a winner coz he's able to win my trust and fooled ard behind my back... it's kinda hurt... i'm deeply hurt... y should i doubt on someone that i loved... i tot TRUST is wat keep the r/s gg on... someone told me dat i'm too relied on zhi hao n zhi wen... in fact ya wrong... i guess it's becoz u hav seen me suffering after the break up and think dat's i cant do w/o them... in this grp who hav went thur the things dat i gone thur.. no one... becoz none of u had went thur a break up... u wont be able to understand how it feel like to lost someone dat u once rely on for all kinds of situations... to me zhi hao and zhi wen are my pillar... someone who hold my hand n gone thur things dat i hav faced... lending me his shoulder to cry on... someone who share my happy moments... i mean if u are in a r/s and he's unable to share wat u are gg thur... wat kind of r/s it is...
i'm not trying to say anything... this is wat i feel after giving some thoughts abt wat u all hav said... i noe u gals are trying to makes me feel better and to open up my eyes to hav a clear look of wat's gg on.. i just hope dat u all can understand me better..
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
