well... finally exams over.. feel so relaxed now... however it oso tells me dat i'm graduating soon.. which means ought to look for job soon... but graduate seems like jobless... i feel so lost now... i email my particulars to pwc n til now i haven got back their reply... i'm really start to feel panic now... i'm so scared dat they dun wan me any more... went to career fair at suntec to try luck yesterday however it seems like a education fair to me... i need to find some job just in case pwc really reject me... i need to find other alternative... how nice if i'm a male waiting for NS, at least i got 2 yrs for me to think abt wat i really wan and NS man get higher pay as compare to the ladies...
frens ard me told me to hav a break now b4 i really look for job and kk said he once feel lost when he was clearing his leave... before my exams i told myself dat i'm gonna enjoy myself after my papers b4 i start to look for job... but now i really think it differently... if i really sit here n enjoy... the jobs outside will be taken up by others... i really dun wish to carry the status of being unemployed and increase the nation unemployment rate...
heard dat kj registered for ITE... really feel happy for her so JIA YOU k... n i noe u lost ya IC and wanna dump me for all the clubbing programmes... wa liao... must find other kakee alr la...
had a gd tok wif potato... and feel dat we are back to the first time we met... everything is so nice and he's not tat blunt when i tot him dat i cant find a job... i was expecting him to laugh at me... haha... in fact he console me... dat's vy impressive ;)
however relation wif fatty wasnt dat gd... some how we like lost dat chemistry between us... he's gg HK tomolo morn and he promised to buy me gift if he got the money... haha... i miss the way we are in the past... mb at tat period of time i went thur some difficulties and u are there to accompany.. and now i'm ok le, dat kind of concern wasnt dat much or needed... anyway enjoy urself there...
had a majong session wif kel, su wee n teck ko at sam's pl... wa liao lose money again... su wee forever is the big winner and i'm always dat big LOSER... haha... i noe la u all dun like to play wif me but i bring u all lots of entertainment k some more can let u all eat my money... haha
i'm really feel so happy when i get to know Gab is getting better... hope he's able to recover soon... it wasnt easy but i really think dat time could wash off everything...
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
