yesterday i had a movie wif alex... Underworld... seems like an RA show to me due to the some of sexual scene.. haha... hmm must watch the part 1 so dat ya able to catch wat's gg on... kinda nervous when i'm out wif him... coz we been classmate for 3 yrs and he's like a hi-bye fren to me but now we like quite close to each other... dat kind of feeling is kinda weird...
went to hav a gd talk wif shu kai's manager... i tot i'm an independent person however i'm wrong... been spoon feeding all the while... i glad dat jie hao enlighten me... if not i will be lost... he's a gd speaker... someone who reads alot... someone who noes where he should go... wat he should do... when i stepped into the rm, he poured a glass of water til half-filled and asked me "vivian, tell me wat u see in this glass?" i replied the glass is half-filled... he told me y dun u tell me dat it's half empty... wat he wans to me is dat, look things differently and u will get sth out from it... i decided to go for the training camp... to further cfm my direction... i hope i can make it... i dun wish to be dat lost any more...
just received a msg from him... he was asking me how am i now... it makes me miss him even more... all along i tot i hav forget abt him but in fact i do still like him just dat i dun wish to acknowledge it... i tot things will go off as time goes by but when i look at our pic... our msg... i started to miss him terribly...
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
