For the past few weeks, my life is like a plate of ice kacang... Filled wif diff colours and ingredients...
Work: super stress up wif my wk... almost get scolding everyday for the entire week... hide in the toilet n wept... some things wasnt in my control however no matter how i explain it seems like null.. i'm scare of her and living in fear when she's ard.. the pressure level was so high dat i couldnt take it and i'm scared dat she will tell the rest of the senior how bad am i... the fame n hard work i hav put in during my attachment gonna be destory by her and no one will dare to book me for jobs anymore... this is a nightmare for me... i'm mentally wear out...
Fun: Nevertheless i had lots of fun during the last weekend... it paid back wat i hav been suffering during work...
Chalet: It's our 5N1 chalet... this time round we hav more vistors coming to our chalet and they are rare vistors, ppl like shao wei, adrain, zhi ming, jeylne and jasmine... initially we decided to hav BBQ however the confirm list came out late and there isnt enough time for us to prepare the food so we cancel it... luckily that day was raining... at least i wont feel so bad dat i cant produce the BBQ which i had promised to my every guest...
We went wild wild wet on sunday and thou there's nth much for us to played but we indeed enjoyed it so much... The samsung was thrilling, feel like free falling from 3rd storey... COOL... after dat we went and tried the slide and i wont dare to try it again coz i was being stuck in this dark tunnel... fucking scary... nearly brust into tears... i heard xx they all calling my name... they started to freak out too seeing dat i wasnt out of the tunnel... inside was so dark dat i couldnt c a single thing.. i onli tried to push myself out slowly and pray hard dat i could see the light shone at my way...
Su wee's bday party: yesterday my precious darling su wee celebrated her 21st bday... it was an advance celebration coz ming couldnt make it for her actual one due to NS thingy.. she order jack's pl catering... not vy nice dat i dare to say that the cake we brought for her was damn nice... haha... shall upload the pic when i get from her..
ZK: I never expect dat i could went out wif zk... it's been yrs... everything was so magical... however i made him waited for a hr due to my work... i couldnt finish my wk on time and he tot something happen to me... he called and check on me... he's sweet rite... haha... he actually book the movie ticket but we hav to forgo it coz i was late... dunnoe whether there's a second time anot but i'm so glad dat my dream is fulfil..
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
