2 days of MC. Well actually I dun need so many days of MC but I guess it's a good break for me since funds is over and my retain kinda empty now, dun wish to sit in office and act busy again coz I hate to charge my time to "AVAILABLE TIME". It makes me feel dat I'm a lazy bum sitting in the office doing nth.
I enjoyed doing funds then normal audit work, it's a pity dat I couldnt transferred to there. Learn alot from there and it really gives me satisfaction as I'm able to complete by my own as well as on time. Now funds has ended and given 2 days of MC had make me realised alot of things.
Work and studies have fully occupied my life and times seem to fly w/o knowing. I start to slow down my foot step and observe my surrounding, grandma condition seem to be worsen. She become so fragile dat a gentle touch on her will cause her skin to peel and blood cot. Age is catching up on Mum, realised her wrinkles and tired looking face. She sacrified her youth, freedom and everything to this family, I love her and I really do. Sometimes I do hate myself that I couldnt do much to make her smile or feel contended. I tried my best to protect her but my sister keep making all sorts of shit and created so many unhappiness... All these years, I tried vy hard to please my mum, at least telling her dat she still hav me but a single move and action from my sister does annoy break her heart.. Tell me what should I do?
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
