Went to visit my mum's fren who's suffering from the final stage of cancer. Unpredictable life I shall say, there's no clear signal on her and it happened in split second. Her body start to bloat and she look exhausted, unable to tok to us. Tears start to flood my eyes, I decided to step away and stand in a corner. It reminds me of my deceased uncle, cancer made him suffered and ended his suffering. My granny wasnt in good condition too, she doesnt noe how to talk now and all I can hear is moaning, her skin start to rot and she's getting weaker n weaker, like a lifeless body.
6/10
PwC D&D... Hav lots of fun over there... We hav our PwC idol and the finalist was from my grp... Our grp has been busy doing posters for the past few days and brought alot of stuffs like whistles, light stick etc... i enjoyed the team spirit dat my grp possess, at least it's proven to the other grp dat we are not as dead as they tot.. I'm like a crazy woman taking the lead to cheer for Nancy, damn I think those guys who interested in me might knock off this idea by seeing how crazy I hav show cast during DnD... Lol...Anthony was saying that my dress doesnt fit the theme "Glitz and Glamorous" however I like the way I dress coz it's me, my style... I dun wish to dress up til the extend tat I look over aged. Anthony thinks tat i look like one "flirty chiongster" haha... Probably due to the way I drank and dance.. and even Raj, my director was commenting the same thing too..
Raj: Vivian, are you single? Me: Yup Raj: I dont believe Me: Why not? Raj: You look like you hav number of boyfriends, I dont think ya lacking of guys. Me: Raj, are you trying to say I'm a flirt? Raj: (laughed) Lower down you expectation
Haha... What does it implied? The fact is tat I'm actually quite afraid spenting my next 10, 20 yrs alone w/o a companion... However, scars still remain there and I couldnt wipe it off, it affects my life, affects my decision.. There's a change in me, wasnt a good change... Anyway, shall stop on this topic...
We have a good talk with Raj and he's a great Director. I couldnt understand or accept the grp policies, he made the effort to sit down wif me and start to explain and make me realised that I should appreciate what I hav now.. I enjoyed talking to him and he really care for his staffs, i was quite afraid of him coz he can be quite strict and firm.. and now I really think dat he's a nice person to confide wif. He gave us a treat at newton circle, we ordered stingay all these... *thumbs up* I love the chilli, the freshness of the food... Great, must go there again... Reach hm at ard 5 plus An exhausted but enjoyable nite.
LOVE is SOMETHING u do, SACRIFICES you make & GIVING of self
HER STORY
She's acting strong and confident She won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony Deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person She is just as fragile as any woman Her bad temper will last very shortly and She is not a revenge type She believe in LOVE and desire being LOVED However real life did disappointed her at times
